How do u feel when all of a sudden ur frenz use vulgar language on u the moment u signed in to msn? Wtf as if he's in my grp, if he's concerned I think he shud just talk nicely. Fancy telling me hw others talked to him so rudely and here he is doing tht. Wad's the diff? But anyway, if it's my work tht he's concerned wif, as a frenz of cos, I guess I do appreciate such person. I just feel every1 shud be given a chance. No point condemming any1 which the lord wud nt want us to do.

Anyway gonna go back to school to meet the estate and vendor later and afterall tht if i dont buy my printer in school den wud most probably go far east to change my psp charger haha

Family concert finally ended!!! Many thanks to the 9 brothers n sisters in christ who came to support me :) Though it wasn't perfect but I should say the concert was so much better than the rehearsals we had so far. I guess this is the life of a musician. Practise so hard just for a performance and better still, compliment from the audiences.

Woke up early in the morning for church and went straight to school after tht. Though it's kinda late but at least I get to interact wif them. Haha. A gd start.

Anyway I guess her returns made no difference afterall. Haha.

It was indeed the first time. I knew all along tht at the end of alpha night, there will be some1 calling out to us to walk towards the stage. I just know that I felt like going and when the pastor asked, I hesitated but wad a miracle it was, Norman asked me " hey I feel like going, wana go?" He called both of us at the same time. I guess this sparked off a change in both of us. Hope to become a better christian.

Anyway things over my strings ensemble's been getting kinda more organized alrdy I guess. This coming sat will be our concert and I have yet to master a single piece yet. Tough!!! Pray for me :)

And just when I realised, she's back. Will there be any changes or effect on me? Mmm when I hope for the better.

Whoever read my blog usually have a common comment, "why your blog so emo or wordy" haha. Well, I don really have someone to talk to bout my prob, the only thing I can think of is blogging my thoughts out to relieve myself. Friends??? Always busy just like her. Time!!! Is all that I ask for. Cant help but keep feeling really sad. Always get turned down. Sigh! That's life.
Maybe I'm indeed an amateur, still dono how to excel in this area haha.

Finally holiday for me! Haha. Well gotta think of something to do. Guess I have to exercise alot this holiday, my med report indicate tht my body isnt in a very gd condition. Feel like playing basketball sia, but after I shifted, it seems like I cant find anyone to play bball wif me. No one seems to like basketball alot here. Boring. Must really think of something to keep me occupied this holiday. Haha holiday is the best timing for my slimming plan hahaha!!!

Anyway, been trying to ask her out, but everytime I get the same answer. I'm nvr a priority m i? Once or twice it's ok, but if everytime's the same den maybe...